Panic mode

Panic has crept in.

I am completely freaked. I do not know how I'm going to survive the next two weeks.

I called my doc and was able to get an appointment for the 28th.
I'm glad I can go this "early". If this were just any other pregnancy, without my history of the ectopic and losing Dylan, I would have had to wait till 12 weeks.
I'll be 7 weeks on the 28th.

I've been panicking about my symptoms.
I catch myself constantly prodding my breasts to check if they're still sore. Not really ideal to be doing this at the office. I have to remind myself to only do it in the toilet. If I'm not careful, someone will notice....
I'm not nauseous any more. I don't have to pee more. At least I don't think I do.
I am exhausted though. I slept all night last night. Got up at 7 am. Fell asleep on the couch from 8 till 10:30. And took another nap from 12:30 till 2 pm. So yeah, I'm sleeping a lot!!

I'm 5w5d today. I know it's still really early to have full-blown symptoms. I don't remember having them this early with my other pregnancies.

I wish there was something to keep my mind off this. But there isn't.
Being nervous is part of it I guess. Being scared is also part of it.

For now, I have to believe everything is ok. I have to believe it to get to the 28th....