International Bereaved Mother's Day

Happy International Bereaved Mother's Day to everyone out there who has lost a child.

This day was horrible last year, as was Mother's Day the week after.
It hasn't really gotten any easier this year.

I can handle it, I can get through tomorrow without sobbing all day..... But Dylan has been on mind the past few days and will certainly be on my mind tomorrow.

I will spend tomorrow with my two beautiful, healthy boys. I will enjoy every moment with them tomorrow.
Together, we will go visit Dylan. The boys will go see their little brother. We will go see our third son.

I wonder when this will get easier. I wonder if it ever will.

I wonder if I will ever stop missing him......